N Tuesday, February 13, 2007
haiis haiis haiis.im so damn stressed rite nw.nt stressed in studies bt juz choosin schs to go to is enuff to make mi stress fer daes.arghhs.im breakin down soon.sum1 pls help mi.fer da past few daes i've been tinkin abt appealin to tj.den mahh mum was psycho-in abt wad if i cant catch up to deir standard.wad if i cant make it thru tis 2 yrs.no matter how hard i mug i'll stil b da last coz da ppl der r way too cleva.wad if i studi until i cant take it anymore n go bonkers.if i appeal thru badminton n i get thru da ppl der r frm beta schs wif beta skills den mi.i'll b reali stressed in da team as well.all stress fer mi.den todae i consider aj wen xiaopang told mi she's goin der.we 2 r alwaes almost da same standard de.so mayb go der wif her nt so stress fer mi as well.den aftnoon i've alr decided to da same schs as her.i went out aft tat.wen i was outside i tot abt tis issue agn.n im confused once agn.all da way til nw im stil confused.i tink i gonna hv lotsa white hair comin out alr.pimples poppin out oso.rahhs. >.<how how how.i scared if i nv put tj as first i'll regret aft tat.bt i oso scared if i put tj as first n heng-suay i got in i'll b reali stress coz da ppl der r way too cleva.i may nt b able to catch up as fast as em.i may nt b to understand wad da chers r teachin.mahh GP may nt b able to make it.haiis.i tot abt it n i decided nt to appeal.bt i stil considerin da choices i gotta put.haiis.im a lost sheep rite nw tis moment.OH GOSH.
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