** don-questionME, loveME (; **

N Thursday, May 25, 2006

AHHS!!
I SLEPT FER MORE DEN 5 HRS!!
=/

wen i reach hm
i watch abit of tv n den decided to lie on mah bed fer awhile
bt mahh mum came str into mahh rm ta tel mi ta go bathe first
i was reali tired alr den she kip cumin into mahh rm ta ask mi go bathe
in da end
i was so pissed off tat i got up n went ta bathe
i bathe super fast
coz I REALI WANA HV MAHH SLP!!
>.<
den wen i finish bathin it's ard 5.40
n i decided ta go slp
without havin mahh dinner of coz
i tot i'll slp fer awhile
bt i slp til 10.47 lik tat
GOSH!!
i tink mahh mum is so so so mad wif mi
firstly coz i show her attitude
den she oso had ta kip da dinner tat she had prepared
lastly I ALWAES SLP B4 HAVIN A BATH FIRST *smelly smelly*
so she's alwaes pissed abt tis too
tml stil hv ta let her sign 2 consent forms
so deads =x
wad if she dun wana sign??
n it's hard fer mi ta tok ta her
she's aslp wen i woke up juz nw
tml im sure ta b scolded by her
if nt she'll show mi attitude oso
blehhs >.<

nw im more awake
i start ta tink
y did i show her mahh attitude in da first place??
SHE'S MAHH MUMMY, MIND MI!!
i realised i've been showin attitude ta quite lotsa ppl
i duno wad came over mi
i noe i sldnt b showin attitude ta ppl
IM A BAD GURL *tsktsk*
oso
IM SORI ta those whom i've show attitude to
REALI SORI
:((

oh, i pray to You, Lord
that You will change mi to become a better person
pls forgive me of my sins
in Jesus' name, i pray
Amen

i duno wad ta do nw
haiis
i nida tok to sum1
arghh

4 more daes =/
da first hurddle fer mi ta clear

*take care wors ((:*

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 11:36 PM

N Tuesday, May 23, 2006

MISSES*

LOVES*

xP

6daes =/

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N Sunday, May 21, 2006

ahhs
tired tired
cant slp
coz nida wait fer mahh cuzzie
blehs >.<

yst was reali hapi
i told mah mum mah results
SHE DIN SCOLD MI LEHS
muahahas
reali thank God
she's juz tryin ta psycho mi ta studi harder n nt b lazi
FIRST TIME IN MAH LIFE
SHE DIN SCOLD MI OF MAH BAD RESULTS
*phew*
was reali relieved aft i told her mahh LOUSY results
hees
I LOVE MAH MUMMY!!

bt stil im guilty towards her
nvms
=/

hmm
yst unexpected stuffs happen too
muahahahs
*hapi hapi*

so conclusion:
YST WAS A HAPI DAE *winks*

okays
todae haven studi yet
bad bad
later shall slp awhile first
i've gotta no energy nw

chi o's
scary =/

y m i so affected by da tings u've said??

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 4:16 PM

N Thursday, May 18, 2006

haiis haiis haiis
mahh first f9
nt a gd sign
sadz of coz
bt do i reali hv da right ta b sadz wen i din reali studi fer it
i did try ta studi
i did try ta lik da subj
bt i failed
failed terribly
i din perform fer tis mids
MIND MI IM SEC4 NW N NT SEC1!!
y do i kip wastin mahh own time doin stuffs tat r nt worthwhile??
y do i kip tinkin tat der's lotsa time fer mi ta studi real hard??
y do i kip findin so mani excuses fer mahhself??
i put blame on others n nt mahhself
y??
y cant i b sensible??
y do i hv ta wait til sum1's mad at mi b4 i start doin da stuffs im suppose ta do??
nt oni fer tis subj other subjs r juz RUBBISH as well
i tried holdin back mahh tears
i told mahhself nt ta tink too much
i duno how long i can hold back mahh tears
bt y do i kip tinkin abt all tis??
i juz cant help tinkin abt all tis
bt wad fer??
wad's da pt of tinkin tis nw wen all tis is over??
REGRET
bt wad's da pt??
chers tried ta encourage us by sayin we sldnt let ourselves b affected by our results
BLUFF BLUFF BLUFF
i noe i sldnt giv attitude ta those hu din made mi angri
da real person hu made mi angri is MAHHSELF
i can oni b angri at mahhself fer nt studyin well
hu can i blame bt mahhself
y do i hv ta wait til da results r back b4 i can start workin hard??
last min work wun help
ppl can gt gd grades bcoz tey work reali hard fer it
hu m i ta b envious of em??
ppl wun tel u how much effort tey hv put in
u juz hv ta c their results
their results prove everiting
wad abt mine??
im juz a loser wif terrible grades
i seem ta take tings too easily
i dun seem ta noe da consequences
i juz SUX
y cant i control mahh own temptations??
y muz i depend on others ta help push mi along??
REFLECTIONS
any use nw??
i duno
how im gonna fare fer o's n other exams depend on mahhself
tis i noe
bt y had i bcum so lazi??
wen did tat happen??
y din i realise??
IM SO STUPID
I JUZ SO HATE MAHHSELF
IM PISSED OFF WIF MAHHSELF
A SUCKER HERE

i can cheer everi1 up except mahhself
:'(

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 7:22 PM

N Wednesday, May 17, 2006

HOT TOPIC NW:RESULTS FER MIDS =/

fer mi
BAD BAD BAD
haiis
did badly coz din studi
bt oso did badly even if i studied
CRAPP
SO SORI TA MAHH MUMMY
u've alwaes had high expectations of mi
bt nw da image u had of mi wil b shattered
IM SO SORI :'(
juz cant face u
blehhs

da jie oso juz tagged mi
she reminded mi tat i din reali spend time wif em lerhhs
IM SO SORI too :'(
i reali dun wish ta c tat da 5 sistars had ta go separate ways
4 yrs of reali reali reali close frenship
we've been more den juz frens
haiis
is tis wad u gt wen u reach ta sec4??
where everi1 oni concentrate on studies
den wad ab frenships??
i dun wana regret wen we'r leavin sch
juz bcuz we din reali secure tis close frenship btwn us
NO WAN NO WAN NO WAN
ARGHH
i hv tis msg fer mahh 4 sistars:
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
4 YRS
I JUZ CANT BEAR TA LEAVE ALL OF YOU
*HUGS*

i shall pray real hard ta God
tat i wun hvta leave mahh frens mahh sistars everi1 in mahh life
i shall pray hard
:((

IM JUZ SO SORI *BOOS*

thou i c euu
i juz feel tat it's meaningless

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 9:31 PM

N Sunday, May 14, 2006

HAPPY MAMA'S DAE!!

gav mahh mummy flowers
she's hapi
yeahhs
den went kovan ta eat
den walk ard n bought sum stuffs
I BOUGHT DA CUTIE MONKEY N DA CUTIE EEYORE!!
muahahas x))

den wanted ta go cp ta buy op skirt de
bt rain so heavily
so no skirt
coz mahh mum sae nex time den go buy
sadz
BOOs >.<

den stay hm ta read da papers
den was abt ta studi fer chem
bt accidentally went piggin *oopsi*
aft tat woke up n went ta bathe
n off we go!!
went eatin agn
piggie family
hahas

nw back hm les
nt tired coz juz nw slept fer awhile les
gotta studi nw
=/

msg fer da dae:
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

i've been in da queue fer a long long time..
wil mahh turn eva cum..
fer euu ta lurve mi back..

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 8:04 PM

N Saturday, May 13, 2006

tired todae
actuali nt reali tired de
bt jan had gone crazie so she made mi n felisha go crazie too
so we'r totali drained out
hahas
bt..
I LOVE CRAZIN ARD WIF U GURLS!!
hehes x))

lotsa ppl went ta edge todae
overflowin wif ppl
hahas

den der's tis clique of gurls i juz gt ta noe em
actuali is last wk i noe em lerhhs bt ferget their names *oopsi*
bt nw i rmb 3 of em
IRENE+LINA+TINA=ICE LEMON TEA
hahas
tat's wad i cal em
but tey cal mi 'purple fur'
coz 'fur' is da pronounciation fer mah name da first syllabus
den is PURPLE CRAZE fer mi
purple braces purple specs purple shirt purple n whie bag
muahahahas
WE'R JUZ SO LAME x))

during edge service der's tis tok on DA VINCI CODE
pastor jeremy was teachin us how ta clear da doubts of sum ppl n sum other stuffs
i din copy down wad he sae bt mahh fren gonna help mi fotocopy
hehes
THANX LOADS YARHHS x))

noisy noisy church bus
hahas
of coz MI JAN n FELISHA were da noisiest
hehes
we'r simply r CRAZIE GURLS
we played stupid stuffs lik pullin each other's shirt up [we'r nt being horny here okays]
thruout da whole journey was FUN FUN FUN *thumb-ups*
n i was being bullied thruout :((
hahas da big bullys *nono*

nicknames fer da dae:
felisha- block mt, bullier, mean gurl
jan- janny, beanie, bimbo no.2
mi- purple 'fur', valley, bimbo
muahahahas xP

YEAHHS TODAE HAD A FUN TIME!!

tell mi wad sld i do??

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 11:30 PM

N Friday, May 12, 2006

haiis haiis haiis

mahh mum wun allow mi ta go out
da excuse: u gotta cough so cant go out
HUH?!?!
wher's da link larhhs
i cant find da link los
anyhow giv excuse fer nt lettin mi go out los
AHHS
I WANA GO OUT!!

had tui fer 3hrs plus plts
den cum hm ta studi fer exams

WA LIEW
TAT'S MAHH LIFE
IT'S NO LIFE AT ALL
CANT I JUZ ENJOY A weeny teeny BIT
BOOS >.<

so sadz :((

euu din care
ignorance or pretense
i duno
i juz noe im nt in ur life
=/

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 7:25 PM

N Thursday, May 11, 2006

ergh
can u imagine sum1 send u 416 SAME testimonials sayin tat she wana flood mahh testi?!?!
okays
tat's wad mahh junior did
haiis
made mi del lik mad
den mahh frenster nw oso abit sot sot
if u happen ta cum here juz wana let u noe pls dun do tis kinda ting in future it irritates ppl
serious ==.-

hmm
todae is da dae when everi1 go enjoy
MI??
stil gotta stay hm ta studi
made mi more moody
mahh sistars go out play los
ergh
unfair unfair unfair
:((

nwadaes weather so hot
walk in da streets can literally melt lerhh los
even in air-con rm oso can sweat los
wad's tis man??
hot weather made ppl sticky uncomfortable
attitude oso sticky sticky de
haiis
wrong kinda weather at da wrong time
made mi moody too
*shrugs*

it's alwaes lik tis: "sori no offense =x"
GUYS R IRRITATIN
GUYS R TROUBLESOME
GUYS R UNPREDICTABLE
so wad if... ...
so wad if... ...
so wad if... ...

nvms
tis da MOODY post fer todae
DA fake SMILE

CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 11:00 PM

N Wednesday, May 10, 2006

yeahhs
finali go back sch les ((:
2 daes din go
consequence: 4 xtra papers ta retake
ARGHH >.<
ppl can rest les ecxept mi
unfair unfair unfair
ppl can play les
ppl hv no more stress les
ppl can slp fer all tey wan
EXCEPT MI!! *hmphs*

i shall tel u mahh schedule:
-tml i gotta geog paper 1,phy paper 1, chem paper 1 n e.hist
-mon i wil hv amaths paper 2,chem paper 2 n emaths paper 2
it's gonna b exams marathon fer mi
wish mi luck ya =.=

okays gonna go back muggin les
0.o

Lord I'm amazed by You how You love me
how wide how deep how great is Your love for me

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 1:08 PM

N Sunday, May 07, 2006

haiis
wasted mahh time slpin
nt tat i slacked bt i gotta a BAD flu
mahh throat hurts too *sick*
everitime lik tat de lehz
gonna studi fer hist den gotta flu
tink hist juz sux
amaths i oso duno most of da topics
so deads nw
da whole mids so SCREWED UP
okays
juz 4 more daes
hope i wun fall sick ba

mugg hard bahhs ((:
jiayous

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 7:31 PM

N Saturday, May 06, 2006

=EDGE RAWKS=

woohoo
hahas
lotsa ppl todae
no seats n bus seem ta hv shrunken *shrugs*
hahas
tat's a GOOD sign yeahhs

as per normal i tok alot wif est
hehes
thou mahh tongue muscles hurt quite abit
i oso duno y mahh tongue muscles hurt
ever1 was lik buzi studyin
hmm tey'r GOOD gurls n boys
muahahahas

karen din go dinner wif us
sadz ting
we went ta hg mall fer dinner
we'r sucha CUTE grp of peeps
coz we gotta mani ppl n everi1 tryin ta squeeze n eat together
den tey tot of joinin da rd tables together
aft joinin em in da middle der's quite a big space where ard 3 ppl can squeeze in n b da "center of attraction"
den 3 volunteered ta squeeze inside der n eat
so we ate in tis manner
hahas

was tired da whole
duno y
mayb i nid mahh slp badly
hmm
collect mahh PURPLE specs todae
sudd dun quite lik it
n da specs made mahh ears hurt
haiis
i juz look lik NERDY *boos*

nvms
i juz so lurve todae
muahahahas

da unspoken

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 10:59 PM

N Friday, May 05, 2006

YEAHHS 1 MORE WK B4 MIDS END

bt on second tots
i tink i sld reali wake up les
time's runnin out n im stil so
haiis nth ta sae

nvms

hmm
todae chi paper 1 n 2
fer paper 1 nt enuff time
im stil strugglin at da last min
bt i managed ta finish mahh paper *phew*
din write much thou
sadz ting los
den cum paper 2
on da board chers wrote BIG numbers statin 1233 fer chi paper n 1303 fer higher chi
however da blurr mi kip starin at 1303 tinkin tat mahh paper finishes at 1303
in da middle of da test i stil tot tat mahh paper start frm 1233 ta 1303
*tsk tsk* exams blues
was veri hapi wen i was at da last 3rd qn of da paper
coz i tot: wow i do so slow den stil left almost half n hr ta finish mahh paper
so i took mahh time ta do da qns
sudd gotta 1 cher went up ta stage n said:"okays chi students u hv 10MINS left"
STUNNED >.<
i look up n look closely at da board agn n *SHIT* reali left 10MINS fer mi
so once agn rush lik hell bt managed ta finish mahh paper
tink tis da first time i c da wrong timin
BLURR BLURR BLURR

aft chi papers went hm bath n eat
i eat super fast can
tat's nt mahh normal speed
bt dun wish ta b late fer tui so i ate real fast bath oso los
da bus80 is so stupid can
waited so long den gotta 2 cum
so stupid rites
i tot i was reali late les tot tat everi1 had reached except mi
bt at da kovan bus stop wenbin koksiong n melvin board da bus
den i realise most of da peeps haven go tui yet
hehehes *heng sia*

at tui ben n zhanyuan irritates mdm lee
*tsk tsk* bad boys
mdm lee veri gan jiong abt us los
we tui frm 230-8
so long mdm lee's tired too
she kip sayin our foundation veri lan
n we gotta 101 tings ta learn fer amaths
humourous ritez hahahas
den hafwae thru da tui her laogong cum down
mdm lee told her laogong later she wana go listen ta rally at woodlands
guess wad her laogong repli [AHAHAHS]
her laogong who had juz wake up said:"huuh so far arz.. at johor lehs.. dun wan go so far larhhs"
AHAHAHAS so funi los
den he go kitchen eat agn
aft he left mdm lee told us he slp fer 20 hrs n we told her da remainin 4 hrs r fer eatin de
hehes
den she sae zhou1 gong1 more impt to him rather den mdm lee herself
haiyos her laogong veri funi los c his face can laugh les
den at da end of da tui she said WE'R A CUTE BUNCH OF STUDENTS los
however nt CUTE de CUTE bt
she sae we duno anyting can stil take it so eazi den dun wana learn more complain lots n we c our own graves les stil nt scared wors she so gan jiong n we'r nt
bcuz of all tis WE'R CUTE
hahahahahas everi1 at tui laugh so hard los

bt i tink da CUTEST is her los
muahahahas

mdm lee is so kelian larhhs
haiis
we sldnt agitate her
muz work hard
cant smash her reputation [cant zha2 her zhao1 pai2]
she alwaes so gan jiong abt us
if dun do well veri guilty lehs
as fer mids is a letdown ta her
haiis

hahahas
todae's an interestin dae fer mi
muahahahas
so funi

okays long post lehhs
hv fun readin
x))

` 100%noisePOLLUTION @ 10:53 PM

N Monday, May 01, 2006

AHHS..
tml da *deads*line lerhhs..
haiis..
wonder how i'll fare fer tis mids..
der's lots lots lots ta studi can..
UNFAIR.. *hmphs*
nvms..
i shall try mahh best..
da support..
hmm... ...

X.no laughs.X

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